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Discussions by Graylady Sharon
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"Something on your mind, Lee?" the admiral asked from
across the plot table. Lee
Crane glanced up from the log books. The admiral was standing at the base
of the stairwell, a expectant look on his face. Lee refocused his attention on the logs in front of him, twiddling
with a pencil. He knew where this was going, and he wasn’t sure he was
ready for part two. Part one had been shocking enough. Without looking up
Lee blurted out the first thing that came to mind. "Just looking over
the logs, sir. We made some very good time with that last set of
drills." "I’m not talking about the logs or Seaview. Lee, we
need to talk about this." The admiral looked up past Crane and called
out to Chip, "Mister Morton, take the Conn," he said. The
admiral rarely went over Lee's head as captain but when he did, it was
with good reason. Lee knew there was no way of getting out of this without
creating a scene. Trying to hide the resigned sigh, he dropped the pencil
to the table and followed Nelson forward. "Aye sir," was Chip’s only answer. A second later the
observation doors slid shut as Nelson thumbed the switch. Lee tried to
hide the nervousness he was feeling. The admiral really wanted to talk
this out. To that end he was taking no chances, cutting Crane and himself
off from all but the one exit. Lee would have to take the stairs to avoid
this, and right now, with Chip at the Conn and all operations running
normal, he had no real reason to leave. He was going to have to face the
admiral and the discussion he would have rather avoided. "Sit down, Lee. I think this might take some time."
Nelson poured himself a cup of coffee, in his mind trying to frame what he
wanted to say to the younger man. Lee wandered over to the coffee pot and poured himself a cup. The
admiral perched on the edge of the table, with a cup of his own. Lee
pulled out the chair across from him and eased down into it. He sipped at
his coffee. Lee sipped at his. He waited. Crane waited. It was a
stalemate, neither man wanted to be the first to break the silence. It was Nelson who broke first. "Lee, I know this was a
surprise . . ." "Admiral, you don’t owe me an explanation. What goes on in
your personal life is your business, not mine." Nice words,
considering it was only last week Lee had learned his mentor, the man he
looked up to for guidance and leadership had had an affair with a married
woman some thirty-odd years ago. The result of that affair was now head of
the Institute's new Marine Archeology division: a woman that Lee somehow
couldn't find it within himself to openly trust. Nelson was restless, he couldn't seem to sit still, but instead got
to his feet and paced back and forth in front of the windows. He racked
his brain, a mind that had created countless inventions but was now at a
loss for a simple explanation. Lee's opinion was important to him, and
Nelson feared to learn how the young man's opinion of him had changed with
the revelations of the last week. In a low, troubled voice, Nelson tried
to explain the events of thirty-some years past. “When I met Elizabeth, Serena's mother, I had no idea she was
married. Liz didn't wear a ring and she never talked about her husband.
When she finally got the nerve to tell me she was married, I felt betrayed
and angry. I broke it off and she went back to her husband. I didn't give
it any more thought. I thought I had seen the last of her. I had no clue
what her real motives were.” “Motives?” Lee couldn't help himself. “I don't understand.” The admiral continued his nervous pacing, running his fingers
through his hair, rubbing his chin, and a dozen other little 'tells' Lee
had learned over the years indicated a troubled state of mind. The admiral
hated being used, he despised being a part of someone else machinations.
It was one of the driving forces that had pushed him off the east coast
and out west, trying to get away from so many of the political games of
Washington. Lee knew the idea that he had been used would have infuriated
him. Facing the windows, Nelson continued the tale. “After I learned
exactly who Serena was, I tracked Liz down and demanded some answers. As
it turns out, Liz had been given an ultimatum by her own father. Victor
Stanton was the founder and Chairmen of the Board of Foundation
Publishing. He was going to make Liz his successor on one condition: that
she and her husband start a family.” Lee blinked as the pieces slowly came together. He had known
strong-willed women who had worked themselves up into positions of power,
in and out of the Navy. He was acquainted with intelligence agents who
would waste no time in slitting someone's throat to bring back what they
were assigned to retrieve. He knew perfectly well what some women would do
to get what they wanted. As Nelson's story progress, Lee was beginning to
get the picture of what Serena's mother had done to achieve her goal. “I
take it that she and her husband were unable to have children?” The admiral snorted, a sound anyone would have been familiar with.
“They'd been married seven years and so far she'd been unable to
conceive a child. Victor's health was failing and the company was in
danger of being passed on to Liz's brother, who already had two children.
If Liz was going to take over the company, she had to have a child. So
when Liz came to Norfolk on a business trip, she concocted this idea, this
scheme to have a child with someone she could seduce. For some reason, she
singled me out and I was too naive at the time to know any better.” Lee could hear the anger and the regret in Nelson's voice. This was
something he wasn't proud of, a part of his past he would have just as
soon remained behind him. Only there was a reminder of his part in this
game, a reminder he was going to have to deal with every day. “Does
Serena know what her mother planned?” His body language said the anger was still there, simmering below
the surface. “I don't know exactly how much she knows. She was about
eleven or twelve when she figured out the man who had raised her wasn't
her biological father. Seems he never believed the child was his. It
didn't matter to Liz. She could tell her father she was pregnant, and he
passed on the company to her. He died when she was eight months into the
pregnancy. Liz did admit that her husband was resentful he was raising a
child he knew wasn't his. It fouled the marriage and Liz filed for
divorce, citing 'irreconcilable differences.'” Crane toyed with the half-full coffee cup, not sure what to say,
not even sure where to begin. He couldn't begin to imagine how he would
feel if he woke up one morning to find out he had a grown son or daughter.
That the admiral had been used and the existence of his child had been
kept from him for all this time, was apparently a hard pill to swallow.
But Crane didn't know Serena, outside the one cruise she was aboard Seaview.
That she was a professional, that she knew her job and field was obvious,
but she had literally come out of nowhere. Lee had no idea of her true
motives and whether or not she had her own plans and schemes in motion. If
the mother was capable of such deception, what was the daughter capable
of? “I know you don't trust her.” Nelson's statement caught Crane
off guard and for a second the younger man could only stare. The admiral
turned his intense gaze back on the young commander and Lee fought the
urge to squirm, feeling like he
was plebe again. How could he voice his fears that this was some carefully
wrought plan to get back at the admiral for being “abandoned' by him?
People had targeted the admiral for less. Lee gathered his thoughts and
tried to put into words that wouldn't fan the flames of an angry fire
already burning in his superior officer. "Do you really know this person, Admiral? I know you’ve
worked with her over the last few months, but do you really know her? What
if this is all some elaborate plan for revenge?" The admiral meandered over to the coffee pot and poured a second
cup. Lee still had half a cup left and it was growing cold. He wrapped
both hands around the cup, staring down into the dark liquid. When he
looked up again, the admiral had his back to him again and was looking out
the windows. “She's spent years looking for me. The fact that Liz knew I was
her father and she never told Serena has driven a wedge between the two.
Serena left when she was sixteen, to attend college and returned home only
once. The stay didn't last for more than a few days and she left when she
confronted Liz about who her real father was, and Liz refused to give. So,
no, I don't believe this is any part of a vendetta against me.” Still, Lee Crane wasn't ready to completely offer his trust to
someone he'd worked with only once. “Could there be something else she
might be after?” The admiral had more money than most people realized,
owing to royalties from various invention patents, his own published
works, not to mention his own family fortune. The Nelsons come from an
old, east coast, banking family that went back generations. Lee wasn't
afraid to say the admiral's net-worth might very well be in the millions.
It would be a tempting target for anyone, much less an estranged daughter
with a family history of deception. Harriman turned around to face Crane and leaned against the support
strut between the windows, his coffee cup held loosely in one hand.
“She’s done well in her field, it’s one of the reason’s Liz never
told her about me. She wanted Serena to make a name for herself without
the backing of the Institute or me. Archibald, her stepfather and Liz's
second husband, left her his entire estate when he died. That, with the
royalties from her published works, Serena is not looking for a hand out.
Rest assured, money is not an issue here." Lee paused in his thinking, considering that maybe he was jumping
the gun a bit. He picked up the plain, white cup and knocked back the last
of the now cold coffee. "So you are completely okay with this? It
doesn’t bother you?" he asked. The admiral slammed his cup down and
whirled back around to the window. "Of course this bothers me! We hardly know one another!
I go from bachelor to father, practically overnight. All I know
about her is written down in a two-inch thick folder. That’s why your
acceptance of her is so important to me. I’m not asking you to fall
madly in love with her, Lee, just give her a chance. She’s the same
person you and Chip worked so well with four months ago. Nothing about her
has changed. If you find you can’t trust her, I’ll come up with
something else." Lee once more found himself at a loss for words. Mentally he
stuttered, trying to find the right thing to say. “Is my opinion of you
and her that important, sir? You have to know I respect you like no other.
You've given me the chance to skipper the greatest vessel in the ocean; I
have the best crew any captain could ask for. I'll go anywhere you ask.
You didn't have to share all this with me.” The admiral sighed.
“Lee, I've come to think of you, and on another level, Chip, as my sons.
I never expected to have children. I never dreamed something like this
would happen. She doesn't change anything. You are still my very good
friend. You've made me proud, as proud as any father could hope to be. I
don't want my past actions to color how you see me now. I want Serena to
see in you what I see in you, to see the institute as I see it. It's my
family, my home. She doesn't have that. She's been struggling to find her
place in this world for years and I want to her to see that this is where
she belongs. So yes, your opinion is important to me. Your opinion is and
always will be important to me.” Lee sat there, speechless, the empty coffee cup clutched tightly on
his hands. It's one thing to know that you respect someone, it's quite
another to see that respect returned. Once more Lee struggled to find the
words. He decided on honesty. “I don't know what to say, sir,” “Just say you'll give her a chance. Get to know her. I want her
to know the man whom I've had the honor to call my friend for these past
few years.” The admiral's smile was like sunlight bursting though the eye of a
hurricane. Lee couldn't help himself and smiled back. “I'll certainly do
my best, sir.” “That's all I can ask. Honestly, she'll have her own projects to
attend to and I seriously doubt she'll require Seaview's services
for a while. And she is a scientist, not like a certain commander I know
who moonlights for a certain naval intelligence agency,” he said with a
grin. “Archeology is a fairly low risk field, not like a submarine
commander,” Lee agreed, feeling the tension slowly leaking away. “What
kind of trouble can one archaeologist get into?" he replied. Admiral Nelson crossed his arms and a wry grin tugged at the corner
of his mouth. “Funny, I used to think the same thing about you, when you
first took command. I should have known better when on your first dive out
you tangled with a lovelorn giant octopus. Between you and Chip, I've aged
ten years.” “Just trying to live up to the family name,” Lee dared to
return. The admiral closed his eyes, running a hand over his face as his
shoulders shook with silent laughter. “Don't you have a boat to run? Go on, get to it before I do you
damage,” he said, the laughter leaking into his voice. Lee rose from
this chair, hit the release for the doors and they quietly slid apart.
Chip looked up from the plot table, curiosity in his blue eyes. The
admiral made his way up the stairwell, still trying to bury the laughter
threatening to leak out. Chip raised an eyebrow. “What's with him?” “Just a little discussion. Nothing serious.” Lee said. Later,
away from the Control room, Lee promised himself he'd tell Chip what the
admiral had said. But for now, Lee Crane was content. He promised to give
Serena Harrison a chance. As Chip gave him an update of the course laid
down, Lee realized that he had no idea what Harrison really thought of
him. Had she come to her own conclusions about him, or was she reserving
judgment, waiting to see his further reaction to her? I guess we both have a lot to learn about one another, he
thought, and returned to the business at hand. ~end~ |